babe chuck!

im sooo in love with chuck to the highest level! i watch few episodes of season 2 that i missed! i hope i have someone like him. someone who gives me whatever that makes me happy and would sacrifice his own happiness just for me to get my dreams. sounds selfish? well thats just how much c loves b! i envy her.

if you want to watch this episode, just copy the url. i wasn't able to click share.that would be much easier. well anyways, here it is!

http://www.yagoogle.tv/all-recent/gossip-girl-2x24-valley-girls.html

Gossip girl season 3 ep 3.

this is one of my favorite episodes of gossip girl. chuck was the cutest! this episode shows how much chuckie loves blair. they were bidding against each other over an art picture, but in the end, their love for each other prevails.


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yabbielove :)

i have long anticipated for this weekend to come. food, friends, relatives and yabbie all together. i was so happy when friday came. i woke up early but stayed in my room trying to contain my happiness. when i could not take it any longer, i took a bath and turned on the computer just to convert my attention. yabbie texted me that his flight was delayed (i was kinda expecting it anyway).that gives me more time to think. think of what?! hmmm...i was thinking of some ways to make him believe that i wasn't excited! for what? hehe im saving that for myself. yabbie texted me and he said he was already in cdo! whew! i rushed inside my room and stayed there. a few minutes later, someone knocked on the door and called out my name. of course i knew it was him but i still asked manang to checked who it was! crazy me! :)).then i finally went out to see him and i just realized how much i missed him:). ha gave me his biggest hug and i gave mine to him too. oh how nice that feels. that was the beginning of one weekend ill never forget :)

survey

i don't like to post on the bulletin board of friendster or post a note on facebook. however, i opened a bulletin message from one of my friends and i liked it. I'm posting it here because i know that only people that matters to me views this page. and i would like to share my answers to you guys :D here it is...


* Are you in a complicated situation?
- i think so. there are many things that are bugging me right now. as much as possible, i don't think about them. there are things that i would like to ask, say or do..

*Where is your second home?
- we live in opol but i have come to love the place where i am in right now. i love this place so much that it hurts me to think that i'll be leaving this nest soon :(

* When was the last time you cried?
- yabbie said that I'm a crybaby so i cry a lot. i cant remember the last time i cried. maybe a while ago while watching santino.. hmmmm

* Has sum1 Ever called you loser?
- i cant remember. called me a loser in my face? naaaah!.. maybe yab as a joke. i don't know if someone has ever called me that at my back.

* Are you happy with your life right now?
- yes yes! I'm with the person that i love the most. ill be happier if i can go out the country so that i can already give my mother the grocery i have promised.

* Does anyone have a crush on you?
- yes i think so. babyjames likes me so much and his mother told me that he acts the way he does in front of his crush. by the way, hes 4 years old :D

* McDonald's or Wendy's?
- coke float and fries! McDonald's! yum!

* Do you text often?
- no. i don't have minutes most of the time.

* What's the last thing you bought
- vegetables! :D

* What is your favorite thing to wear?
- t-shirt and pants. i guess i have always been comfortable wearing 'em.

* Baseball or Football?
- i don't like sports

* Where is the last place you went besides your house?
- ayala. dine out with yab. colon right after for our DVDs!

* What's one thing you've learned about relationships in '08?
- there are a lot of things that happened to me last year. i passed the board exam and got a job here. through it all, yab was always there for me. he supported me for whatever it was that i wanted. he never fails to lighten up my day. with him i learned that love grows more and more each day. i learned that happiness is achieved by doing what you want and to trust your partner especially in times when you feel otherwise:D

* Do hugs make you feel better?
- yeah it always does

* Where's your favorite place to be in the summer?
- beach- love to walk on the sand and get my feet dirty
- pool- a dip in the pool on a hot summer day never fails to drain all the warmth we feel inside our body

* Are you scared of snakes?
- nope. I've held 'em

*Favorite Drink?
- soda! i want it three times a day :D

* Do you know who you are?
- i think in my age, its time that i know myself to know where my life is headed :D

*Can you play guitar?
- nope but i have always wanted to at least play one instrument. Lord please.. i want to learn to play the organ..

*Do you have your license?
- i want to have a drivers license! i have my PRC license anyway..

*.What was the last movie u saw?
- Alice the movie. twas great! i like it so much..

my grumpy monster

does anyone of you know someone who has a split personality? well if you ask me, the answer would be yes. his name is girome and i am one of the few persons who knows about this. :) you can meet two girome personalities in the entire day. one sweet and the other is... hmmm not so sweet. lets just put it that way before he strangles me :p

the moment he gets out of work (graveyard shift so he would be out 4am), you will meet his sweet side. he will shower you with kisses and hug you to death. he is really funny and mushy. now, when he wakes up, you will see his other side. grumpy big monster. its not a typical after sleep bratness, mind you! he will have that till he makes his way back to work.

whats really funny is, that i love him better on his grumpy mood. why? i don't know. maybe bacause to me, his mood doesn't change. he is still the same sweet him --corny and mushy. then i would always smile to myself.

my prince charming in the morning...

turns to be my shrek after his sleep. but he's still him. my shrek who always makes me laugh with his grumpiness...

now, who said that monsters cant be tamed?

He touch my heart again and again :)

its been a long time since i went to church. its been a long time since i prayed really hard. there were times when i thought to myself how much of a sinner i have become. And whenever i find the courage to talk to Him again, a feeling of shame overwhelmes me. then i would usually say a little prayer just to say thank you to Him. But i really miss talking to Him like i used to, the talks that we usually have -- me pouring out my heart to Him. And Him, just listening to me and comforting me the way He always does. i stopped talking to Him when i got a job. i know i shouldn't have but i did. I hated the silence that had come between us. But I know, it was only me and not Him, for he was and always be my Great Listener. He is the most powerful person in the world.and He calls you in the most amazing ways...

i was watching tanikala, a tv show special for the holy week. i was amazed by the different stories they've shown -- stories of people who experienced a world unknown -- and how He saved them from darkness.

at the end of the show, the host said a prayer and requested the viewers to pray with him. And I did. i started to feel the warmth inside me, the same feeling that i used to feel with OUR talks. i felt like He was calling me. i felt that He misses me too. i missed Him too much that when i prayed in front of the television, head bowed, i didnt even mind that there were people around me. Now, I would talk to Him everyday. i would talk to Him every chance i get. i wont let myself miss him again because i love Him.

another dose of tagaytay please...

our affiliation was an excuse for a vacation. i know it sounds weird but yes, the affiliation turned out to be one of the greatest adventures of my life. first time of everything. the new place was both fun and scary. i could still remember the first time i was left alone in the streets of manila because girome had to buy some spare parts for his ride. i enjoyed eating street foods but i was uneasy because of the fear of the thought that some lunatic idiot might stab me for some reason (blame the papers for this crazy idea..uh well its not crazy after all, its realistic! And i still look like a probinsyana). so my two weeks stay in manila went well. its just that i still coudn't get enough of tagaytay. we went there only to take pictures and buy pasalubong. i think the hours we spent on the road going to tagaytay was much longer compared to the time we spent there. i was really amazed of the place. it's a paradise. the place was a view overlooking Taal Lake. peoples park had its mini tiangge. the stuff that you can buy there? well its the same stuff you can see on every pasalubong store, its just that the name tagaytay was engraved on every product. i fell in love with the place. the short period of time that i was there was enough for my brain to capture pictures of the place. i could still remember it like it happened yesterday. tagaytay... i want to go back to you :)

career path

I have been dreaming of becoming a nurse since i can remember. i did everything to make this dream a reality. many times i wondered if this is really what God wants me to be. Many times i failed in school or got mediocre grades. i can never remember a time where i had to memorize a topic and presented myself to school with the knowledge that i knew i should have. I admitted that there were times i cheated just to make it, though I was never proud of it. When the time came when my name on the graduation list was visible, i cried. and that time i didn't know the reason why. Maybe because i knew my parents would be proud of me or maybe because i knew that i deserved to graduate so that i can do the things ive always wanted, to become a nurse..then i took the board exam and fortunately, i passed!

Now i really am a nurse! and the ironic part is that i am not working as a nurse..i am working in a call center. yes you heard me right. call center. I answer calls from customers. i tend to the customers needs. I'm not caring for patients when i know i should be. i have graduated in a course which should be saving peoples lives, not answering peoples query and i am not happy with that.

The reason for this is because nurses are not financially compensated. i mean, nurses basically do all the things in the hospitals. Yes, the doctors diagnose the patient but they rarely see them. I bow to all doctors, of course. And i really do especially if they have brains like Dr. Gregory House. Now i am saying this because many nurses like me are working in different fields. i understand the overpopulation of nurses in the country and that hospitals can not accommodate all of us. But if you try to check all of these establishments, you can still see wards that only have a single nurse for the entire shift especially those government hospitals. There are even communities which have none. and if only these unemployed nurses can be disseminated, then people can have their health care provider (given the RIGHT amount of salary of course).
Nurses (like me) decides to have their change of career because as much as we want to work In the place where we should be working, we also need the finances. Majority of the registered nurses in the country today took up this course because they want to work abroad, still for the money. dollar that is. the main point here is that we work because we need the money... that justifies everything...yes we work in the job that we want but human work for rewards.

I'm still hoping to land in a job that i want. tend to the sick, comfort the family, teach them what to do and so on. if only these things can be change.